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I started my weight loss journey at 19 years old weighing 274 pounds, wearing a Size 22-24. I lost 115 pounds over two years, and was wearing a size 8! I got married, let my determination fall and I slowly gained 50 pounds of that back. Then I got pregnant and added another 55 pounds onto what I had lost. I am down 35 pounds so far and 70 pounds away from my goal. Join me on this life long journey!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Monday – not such a funday

I have such mixed feelings about weekends. I mean Fridays bring this great anticipation of two days without going to work but then they go by SO FAST and then it’s over for 5 more days. Monday morning is just awful; it’s like a tease that the last two days you got to enjoy your bed in the morning with out the annoying beep of the alarm clock going off. Don’t pretend like you don’t agree with me.  

Anyways, after work yesterday I went home and watched a CSI episode and then had my weight loss challenge meeting (a meeting that I hold at my apartment for people who want to lose weight). Afterwards I went to dinner with Sean’s parents and his cousins.

We went to East Side Mario’s which I love! I ordered the Chicken Linguine Tetrazini – with no mushrooms. I get them to cut the portion in half before they even bring it to me. I had two bowls of Italian Wedding soup, some salad, and some bread. Buy the time my dinner came I barely touched it. I ended up giving half to Sean and the other half is my lunch today.

After that we went to see Sean at work while he was on his lunch break. We left around 8:50 and I went right home and crashed face first into my bed.

Food log:
Breakfast – pancakes with lite syrup
Snack – apple
Lunch – shake
Snack – I forgot to eat it L
Dinner – 2 bowls Italian Wedding Soup, small loaf of bread from East Sides, 1 sm plate ceaser salad
Treat – the other half of my mint smoothie

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Some weeks just drag on and on. This was one of those weeks. The days went by so slow, even though I got a fair amount accomplished. I’ve also got a lot going on in my head too, a lot of thoughts bouncing around that I’m trying to sort out.

Since the weather was SO nice this week I took advantage of it as much as possible. I haven’t written much this week so I’ll give you the full play by play…because I know you are dying to know!

Tuesday – I went for a good paced walk with a co-worker at lunch. It was great because we were going the same pace without trying to keep up with each other. Tuesday night after work I had a session with my trainer. During the warm up I really hurt my groin and could barely walk. It wasn’t just a “stretch it out” type hurt, it was deep and very painful. So instead of doing the runs with the parachutes I spent the whole session on the ground doing core work with a mixture of push ups as well. I did not have a treat on Monday night so I decided I was going to get something really good…a Laura Secord chocolate bar.

So I went home, made dinner, and had a hot shower. I put on Tiger Balm on my painful muscle and went to bed to watch a movie. I had my chocolate bar at that time and let me tell you, I have not had one for YEARS and it really was not near as good as what I thought it was. There is no comparison to the mint smoothies that’s for sure.

Wednesday after work I was exhausted and came home to have a nap. I got up just in time to go babysit Sammy and we spent the evening walking around outside since again the weather was SO nice. He was so snugly it really made my day J.

Thursday I stopped at the store and got some burgers for the BBQ and beer for the balcony. I ran into a former teacher there and spent some time chatting with him. He was actually the teacher that played a big part in who I am today. He told it like it was, and because of him I did much better in school and went on to college to get a degree which led me to my job today. When I got home we had dinner then just sat on the balcony and drank a beer before going to bed early and watching a movie. went home and just hung out with Sean. We watched a movie, and some tv and went to bed a bit early.

Friday night I cancelled my session with Lee because I was just SO exhausted from this week. I know it doesn’t sound like much but work was very busy and I had a lot going on. I just spent time with Sean and went to bed very very early. We put in a movie and I turned it off at 8 because I could barely keep my eyes open.

Saturday morning, 5 am rolls around and I wake up and can not get back to sleep. I am laying there wide awake (probably because I went to bed so early). I got up and cleaned the apartment, finished the movie from the night before, put away my laundry, and showered. Then I went to the 9am weight watchers meeting. I lost 2.6lbs this week which made me very happy because I really worked on lifestyle changes. Afterwards I came home and vacuumed (I don’t think my neighbours would have liked to hear that at 5 am when I wanted to do it!). I hit up a zumba class which I haven’t done in a long time and then went to IKEA with my sister. We had a good time and when I got home I made dinner then we had friends over for a movie and popcorn evening.

Today I was up around 7:30 and took Levi for a good walk. I came home made pancakes, showered, and went to Wal-Mart to get a few new clothes for summer. Sean’s cousins are here from Florida so we went to Kitchener to see them/his oma and opa. We took our swimsuits so we could get some exercise in the pool as well. Over all a very successful weekend, but I’m not ready to go back to work tomorrow.

So there is a recap of my entire week. I have a few small goals for this week:

  1. Get more exercise this week.
  2. Post more often in my blog so that I don’t have to recap a whole week in one post!
  3. Start counting my points again. For the past week and a bit I have been really paying attention to portion sizes and written down what I eat. Now I am going to start putting the points in too (I didn’t want to overwhelm myself and do it all at once).
Food log for this week:

Tuesday
Breakfast – 3 pancakes with peanut butter and jam
Snack - Plum
Lunch – Shake
Snack –  Apple, 10 triscits and dill pickle dip
Dinner – Messy chicken sandwich and baked fries with mayo
Treat – Laura Secord chocolate bar
Exercise: walk at lunch, 1 hour session with Lee

Wednesday
Breakfast – Shake
Snack – 2 cups of grapes
Lunch – messy chicken (no bun), plum
Snack – 8 melba toasts, 2 tbsp bruchetta, 2 sm cranberry oat muffins (homemade)
Dinner – 6 in cold cut trio sub
Treat - 
Exercise: 45 minute walk with Sammy

Thursday
Breakfast – 2 servings oatmeal, brown sugar and milk
Snack –peanuts, apple
Lunch – wrap, peaches
Snack – triscits and dip, plum
Dinner -  bacon cheese burger (at home)
Treat – 3 fat free pudding cups

Friday
Breakfast – shake
Snack - apple
Lunch – bacon cheese burger, peaches
Snack – orange
Dinner – 4 chicken fingers, baked fries and mayo
Treat -  nothing

Saturday
Breakfast – Apple and peanut butter, shake
Snack - nothing
Lunch – 6 inch cold cut trio sub
Snack –  kiddie size frozen yogurt
Dinner - Quesedilla
Treat -  popcorn
Exercise: 1 hr Zumba class

Sunday
Breakfast – 4 small pancakes with peanut butter and jam, 1 c. skim milk
Snack - nothing
Lunch – shake
Snack – nothing
Dinner – 6 inch cold cut trio sub, salad, very tiny sliver of cake, diet pepsi
Treat - mint smoothie
Exercise: 45 minute walk, 45 minutes in pool (I was doing stuff to actually work out in the pool)




Monday, March 19, 2012

A picture perfect weekend...

My weekend truly was picture perfect… I was in a very good mood and
felt really good (which is a BIG bonus).

Friday I took the afternoon off and got my groceries done, then watched
some TV and had a session with Lee. Tara picked up my sweater that I
ordered online and I went to get it from her. At first I was like uhhh
this is going to be way to snug – but I tried it on and it fits great!
It is SO comfortable, I love the feel of the elastic sleeves.
 



Saturday I went to my WW meeting, which was all about positive self
talk. It was a really good meeting and one that I needed to hear. I am
always so hard on myself and have been really down, but I have been
making positive choices and this weekend I paid closer attention to the
positive things then the negative things. After the meeting I went to
Sean's parents house where we spent the day (Sean was already there). I
cleaned my car inside, took all the mats out vacuumed and scrubbed - and
it looks like new!

My sister was there having her summer tires put on so we hung out for
quite a bit. When got lunch, came back to Sean's parents and laid on
their big wooden swing for at least 2 hours in the warm warm sun. Then
when she left I laid there for another 30 minutes. Went in, did some
laundry, made BBQ dinner, then we all watched a movie (I did my nails
during it). We stayed over at their place and it was just an all around
great day. I was totally planning on writing an entry but was so in love
with just relaxing I put it off until today.

Sunday I turned off my alarm by accident and slept - when I got up it
was too late to go to church so we just laid around and watched TV and
basked in the sun. Then I went to a spray n' wash and did the outside of
my car and my rims (I also got my summer tires on). I took Levi to get
his nails cuts and then went home and worked on my taxes. I started them
at 2 and did not finish until 9. My parents came over for dinner and my
dad helped me out near the end. I wanted to go to bed early but I am
just SO happy they are all done! I am going to take them in after work
today. What a big weight off my shoulders.


My food log for the weekend is:

Saturday –

Breakfast:
Quesedilla

Lunch:
6 in cold cut trio sub
1 subway cookie *treat*
Coke 0

Dinner:
Burger on bun
Pickles
2 bites of potato salad

Dessert:
3 tiny cupcakes that were green in honour of St. Patties day



Snack:
Popcorn
½ glass of wine (tinted green with food colouring)



*I realize I had a few treats today, but I did eat it all in
moderation*

Sunday –

Breakfast:
2 slices toast with a small amount of nutella

Lunch:
Bagel with peanut butter and jam

Dinner:
Quesedilla


Treat:
2 fat free pudding cups

Monday -

Breakfast:
Yummy chocolate shake

Lunch:
Quesedilla

Snack:
Apple
Triscit thins and cream cheese

Dinner:
Pancakes
 

Friday, March 16, 2012

A quick note...

This week at work there were not many people there since it's March Break. I got SO much done this week. I finished a big project in the back room involving files and filing and I got lots of little paper cuts and staple injuries but I am so glad it's done. Filing is one of my most hated tasks (but it's part of my job) so doing it for a few days straight totally took a lot out of me.

Last night we ended up grabbing subway for dinner and then we had an appointment. After that we ended up stopping to say hi to our friends Ian and Frances. We were honestly just going to say hi for a minute but ended up being one of those awful people that just show up unannounced and stayed for at least an hour and a half. We laughed so hard that my cheeks hurt and it was really good to catch up with them.

Today I took the afternoon off work and got all of my grocery shopping done and got caught up on a few TV shows from this week before heading to the track for my session.

Yesterdays food log -

Breakfast:
2 servings of oatmeal with a bit of brown sugar and syrup

Snack:
Apple

Lunch:
two wraps packed with veggies

Snack:
Yogurt cup
Plum

1 hr session with my trainer

Dinner:
6 inch cold cut trio sub from subway with lite mayo *this was my "treat"
Coke 0
Small handful of Sean's Doritos

Today's food log -

Breakfast:
4 small pancakes with a small amount of peanut butter and jam
1 c. milk

Snack:
Apple

Lunch:
Meat on a bun with some lite mayo, cheese, and mustard

Treat:
Med ice cap with chocolate milk

1 hour session with my trainer

Dinner:
For dinner tonight is quesedillas, however it's already 7:30 and I am not really hungry (I ate lunch at 3) and am really quite tired. I may or may not have something to eat before bed - I will update you tomorrow.

Anyways the weekend weather is going to be AMAZING! Are you going to take advantage of it?!

Well...off to the shower...I don't smell so good!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Today's food log

Breakfast:
1 serving oatmeal with blueberries, 1 tbsp brown sugar, small dash of milk
1 orange
1/2 c. milk

Snack:
Apple

Lunch:
2 wraps filled with veggies and feta cheese
plum

Snack:
Plum
Yogurt
small apple
Diet pepsi

Dinner:
Quesdilla with no meat but lots of veggies and fat free cheese - I was planning on eating Greek pitas (one of my fav meals, but the pitas had mold on them, so we opted for the quesdillas instead).

Snack:
Popcorn

So I ate a bit more fruit than normal but I was really hungry on my way home from work so I had that extra apple.

I really felt crummy today, still like I ate too much sugar, but I am guessing it will take a few days for the crap to get out of my body. I made a good food plan for the next two weeks which I will try to share with you over the next few days.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Enough already...

I have not written for the past few days not because I don’t have anything to say, but truthfully because I’ve been hiding. I have been on a binge for a long time now (more than a few weeks) and it’s destroying me, so I am going to be honest about it.

I, like 99% of other people out there, am an emotional eater. I’ve got some things going on and to “deal” with them I am eating, anything and everything I want with ZERO restraint. The only problem is, that it is making me feel so much worse. So why can’t I just stop you ask? I wish it were that simple!

Friday night was okay, I had to go to the Superstore to get a new debit card since I had misplaced mine. While I was there I picked up a bag of chips to munch on. Lee’s kids were sick so he had to cancel my session, which was okay because I quite enjoyed just watching a movie. I watched "Where the Heart is". A movie I loved as a kid, and snacked on my chips. Surprisingly I didn’t eat that many, and left the rest of the bag for Sean. Saturday morning my sister and I went to the states to go shopping. It was my first time sticking to a budget over there. I figured out what I needed/wanted and how much it was going to be and planned my birthday money accordingly.

We went for a buffet breakfast – and I ate pretty much all carbs (besides my bacon), then we went to Hobby Lobby where I could get some scrapbook stickers for my BC/Alberta scrapbook I’m working on right now (6 months after we took the trip). After that we headed over to the mall and I looked in JC Penny for some new work pants (since I only have one pair that fits). I was trying on different pants and getting so discouraged because nothing was fitting me right. I wanted to cry.

I needed some more perfume, and I really like the one from Hollister, so I picked up one of those. Then we headed to Wal-Mart to get a few things. I had a raging headache by this point and was still upset from trying on pants and wanted nothing more than to curl up and sleep in the back seat. So I took some excedrine, which kicked in very quickly and I started to feel much better.

Sean has this disgusting lunch bag that is SO dirty and gross. He finally told me I could get him a new one. So I got him a new lunch bag, and myself a few bath items (bubble bath and this powder stuff to make the water smell good). We got a few groceries and were on our way.

Since I didn’t find any pants at JCP (which never happens, I ALWAYS find stuff there) we stopped at Kohl’s. I did manage to find a pair of pants that I bought, but even better than that I bought a ring that I can wear for the mean time until my wedding ring fits again. I don’t want to get my wedding rings sized because they are engraved – so this will have to do. It looks almost identical to my ring only there is a bit of colour. I really like it, but hope I don’t have to wear it too long :).

When we got home from the states I brought everything in and then we went to a friends house for dinner/the evening.

After church on Sunday Sean’s parents took us to Kelsey’s for my birthday lunch. We ordered an appetizer that we shared between the 4 of us, and I ordered a salad (which was VERY tough to do because I like so many other things at Kelsey’s that are not so good for you).

After that we gave Levi a hair cut (and he looks SO cute now), then took him to the dog park. The weather was amazing and it felt SO nice to have the sun on our skin. The dog park was PACKED…there must have been at least 75 dogs there, it was great. After that we went home for a nap then woke up for dinner (hot dogs and baked fries).

Yesterday I worked all day and then gave myself one goal last night – to do and put away my laundry, and I did it! I know that doesn’t sound so hard, but I had a lot of laundry built up from the past few weeks, both clean and dirty. So now it is ALL done and ALL put away.

I was also thinking about how crappy I’ve been feeling lately. I have had a headache for a few weeks now (everyday) and I think it is largely in part of how much sugar I have been inhaling consuming. I think I need to drastically cut down on the amount I am having (not cut it out all together) but really try to focus on having a lot more whole, natural foods in my diet, like I was eating before. I am going to try to post all of the food that I eat on here so that I can be more accountable and have a better idea of what I am consuming. I am taking this one day at a time, but as I have said before I am determined to get back to being healthy and in control.

Since it is March Break there are not many people at work, so today we are having a Hawaiian themed potluck! I went last night and bought a grass skirt and a flower lay. I also brought sandals and sunglass to add to my outfit. I’m looking forward to it! Tonight I have a session with Lee and then I am going to give myself one task to complete. Remember baby steps…one at a time.

Friday, March 9, 2012

I workout...

Who doesn’t love the song by LMFAO “I’m Sexy and I know it”??? Such a good song that just makes you want to…ummm…wiggle?!

I have played soccer for many years now. I have been an assistant coach, a head coach, but more than anything a player. I did stop for a few years near the end of highschool because I was working at camp and there would have been no way I could make it to practices/games. Plus that was when I was my heaviest as well and moving a 274 pound body around a field is not easy.

When I started losing weight with weight watchers I joined back up with soccer and couldn’t get enough of it. I was playing at least two games a week and practicing when I could. I am no super star but I’m not awful. Since most of my younger years in soccer was playing goalie my footwork needs some help, but for the most part I do alright.

Two summers ago I switched clubs that I play with and have been with them ever since. I did change teams due to time commitment and personal reasons. Last year I had a blast with our team – and we did alright. We travel to places around London and overall had a great time. I am going to be going back again this year to the same team. I did want to move up a level this year, but with my time commitments it’s just not possible.

As I was losing weight I spent a lot of time at the gym. Now before I continue I want to add that I truly believe that you do not need a gym membership to lose weight. Get creative and find ways to move and you don’t need to spend the money for the membership. Sign up for classes in your spectrum (often costing a great deal less than the gym).

BUT for some people, the gym is great. I happen to be one of those people. Although I have not been as much as I should lately, I really do enjoy the gym. I used to hate the fact that the gym had mirrors everywhere, forcing myself to see what I didn’t want to see. Now when I am there I spend most of my time starring in the mirror! Checking my form, of course.

I don’t go to the gym that much in the summer because there are so many ways to be active outside, and in the winter it can be hard to stay motivated, so here are a few tips I found to keep me going:

1. My iPod. As you read in my previous post, music is very important to me. I love going to the gym when I have added new songs to my playlist to workout to. This is even great for warm up and cool down – change the pace of the songs and try to match your breathing to them.

2.  Classes. The classes at your gym are a great way to keep yourself motivated and give you new workout ideas. One of my favourite classes is Zumba. Not only do you get a good work out, you have SO much fun doing it! Go at your own pace and don’t care what others around you are doing.

3. Have a workout partner. This is something that I don’t have, but I do know that when I have worked out with people before, time goes by MUCH faster.

4. Don’t be afraid to try new machines. The big thing here though is to make sure that you learn how to use them properly. The staff at your gym should be willing to show you how to use the machine so you don’t get hurt. Most of the machines also come with written instructions and pictures on them. I cringe when I see people using the machines wrong because a) they could get really hurt and b) they are being completely ineffective.

5. Youtube. Youtube is not just for music! There are thousands of videos showing you different workouts/ activities you can do. Don’t know how to do a proper bicep curl? Look it up on youtube. That is why the mirrors are there, so you can check your form and do it right.

6. Personal trainer. I know that personal trainers at the gym are really expensive (at least at my gym), but they usually offer one session for free. Using the session will give you some ideas of workouts you can do. Another thing you can do if you have the money, is to find a PT that is not affiliated with a gym. They usually offer much cheaper rates and you get the same benefit. I had to go to a few different ones before I found the right fit – but I will talk about him more in a minute.

7. Start slow! When I was first starting my gym sessions were like 15 minutes. I did a 5 minute stretch and 10 minute cardio. Then I left. I SLOWLY built up from there. If you are starting any kind of new exercise program, talk to your doctor first. Take baby steps. Your weight did not go on in one night and it sure as heck will not come off in one night!

8. Food/drink. Make sure you drink plenty of water during your workout to stay hydrated. If you are doing a hard workout you can drink h3o to stay hydrated and replace your electrolytes without all of the additives that come in sports drinks. LiftOff, is a great way to give yourself the energy boost you need to help you reach your personal records. Eatting something small before you work out is a good idea to give you energy but be cautious to not eat too much. Your body needs the energy to be working out, not trying to digest your food. *Remember I am NOT a doctor, or dietitian, this is just what I have learned over the past few years of becoming healthy.

So that is a few of my tips for now – I’m sure I’ll have more at another time.

I’ll share a little bit about my trainer. He was training my soccer team once a week when I first met him. This was around the time that I was trying to find a personal trainer and I had some bad experiences. I found out that he also did one on one sessions, so I gave him a call to set up a first session. Ever since then I have been going there.

He does it two different places. If it’s nice (summer), we workout outside at a track, and if it’s crappy (winter) we workout inside. When I did my first session I told him that I couldn’t do push ups – literally, not even one.  So, one of the first things he makes me to…push ups! Way to open my mouth. I had to do 5 – and it took me forever to do them. I figured that when he saw that I couldn’t do them, he wouldn’t make me finish. Mistake number two. You ALWAYS have to finish, no matter what. Not even crying will get you out of finishing something; it just makes him push you harder – which is what he is paid for after all.

So I managed to do 5 extremely pathetic push ups, and we moved on with the rest of the workout. A lot of the things that we work on are quick feet and our starts. So for example – when you go to sprint in soccer, how fast you can get going. Since I have been working with him, my coaches have commented how much they notice a difference.

I do complain a lot during our sessions, which are often held in small groups, but I always feel better after the workout (even if my legs are quivering so much I can barely walk/drive). I try hard not to mention drills that I really hate because then we just do them even more. I secretly think he finds joy in making us hurt. But seriously, he pushes us all really hard, he knows when we can give more, and even when we can’t he still pushes us. He cares about each one of us and how we are doing/progressing. It would be really easy for him to just show up, run the session, and leave having no contact in between sessions, nothing – but he’s not like that. Anytime you have a question he answers it, if you’re struggling, he’s there to tell you to smarten up.

 And he’s tough, very tough, but would you want your trainer any other way?

Thursday, March 8, 2012

My amazing sister

Sorry I haven’t written over the past few days. A few times I sat down to write, but just didn’t really have much interesting to say.

Monday night – I wasn’t feeling very well and ended up going to bed fairly early.

Tuesday night – Kelsey came over and we scrapbooked (I started working on my Alberta/BC book from our trip in September).

Wednesday night – I went to dinner with my parents and then to a jewelry party with my mom. We ate some goodies and I got to see some people that I have not seen in a while. We had a good time and shared some laughs. I also got to see the horses – well see isn’t exactly the right word since it was pitch black, but I did get to pet them! I miss horse back riding so much – but there are very few places that offer it anymore, and it’s so expensive! And for that money all you get to do is walk a trail – which is fine but I want to trot and run with them, not just walk a trail for an hour.

Today I am going to share a little bit about my sister – Tara. Tara is 21 years old. Exactly 2 years 6 months and 6 days younger than I am. That is the equivalent to: 920 days, or 79,488,000 seconds, or 1,324,800 minutes or 22,080 hours or 131 weeks (rounded down). *Note I used a website to figure this out, I did not do all of that math.

Anyways,  back to Tara. It’s a true story that I still remember the day she was born (even though I was only 2 ½ years old). Okay well I remember one part of it. I remember going to see her at the hospital where she was born. I was standing at the fence and looked at the hospital as I was told that my brand new little sister was in that building – it was from that moment that I hated her. Okay well maybe hate is a strong word – and keep reading because the story gets better.

I was am an attention hog. I like to be in the spot light and clearly life is all about me all the time. For those of you who really know me, know that is not far from the truth. So here was this little baby that was taking away the attention from me.

Let it be made known that my sister did not have an easy time growing up with me being older. I was bossy and controlling and I was ALWAYS right. I knew the way things should be done and if she wasn’t doing them right she knew about it (and so did my parents). Saying I was a tattle tale is an under estimate. I started babysitting Tara for short periods of time when I was fairly young (10-11 years old). I would watch her for 20 or 30 minutes here and there and that time grew a bit longer as I got older. I loved having the control and “being the boss”. My parents had to remind me quite often that in fact is was them that was in charge and I was not to be telling her what to do. She was always so quite, you never heard a peep from her, but let’s be honest and just put it out there…I never gave her a chance to talk because I never shut up!

Looking back I feel really bad for my parents and I hope that I never have to go through what they did with us. We fought like cats and dogs growing up. Tara was good in school, and pretty much everything she did. We did have some times where we got along and played well together, but they were few and farther between than the fighting. I have so many stories that keep popping in my head and I don’t know where to start and what to share.

We used to go places with our Nanny and Papa – on long drives and such. To keep our selves entertained we were very silly (and were probably more than they wanted to handle). I remember Tara and I in the back seat just giggling uncontrollably and my Papa saying “I need a screw driver, your giggling pins have come loose!” which of course would only make us giggle more.

I think one of the biggest beefs I had with Tara all growing up (and even still *a little*) was the fact that she “stole” my soccer number. Ever since my first year playing soccer I was ALWAYS number 12 and she was number 6. Then one year she was number 12 and that was not okay with me. Oh was my nose ever out of joint. That was MY number and she TOOK it. Still to this day on her soccer team she is number 12 - and it is both of our favourite number. *Scowl*.

Anyways, as we got older things started to change. We started talking more and hanging out. Now we get along really well, talk often (mostly via text), and try to hang out whenever our schedules allow. She works the same type of job I do, lives in a building owned by the same company as I do, and pretty much tries to be like me in everyway. Okay that was complete sarcasm, but honestly, she is one of my best and closest friends. She understands me like very very few do, she is ALWAYS there for me even when I am usually complaining constantly, and is one of the greatest people I know.  Now she is all grown up, living away from home, and engaged to be married next summer. We have a number of running jokes (that others don’t get) and we are usually in hysterics most times we hang out.

And all of those years fighting are long over, I don’t think we’ve had a fight since I was in high school. Even if it sounds like we are fighting we actually aren’t – but again, very few people understand. The bond with a sister is one of the greatest gifts I have been given and everyday I am so thankful that she came into this world and stole part of my thunder.

Until next time...

Sunday, March 4, 2012

My birthday weekend

It's already Sunday night, and that means back to work on tomorrow...

Friday night I did not have a good night. I didn't eat the lunch I brought to work and didn't want to spend the money to buy one, so I ate my snacks instead. Right after work I went to my training session, and since I got there early I was put on the step master for 15 minutes - which totally made my legs burned before we even started our hour long session. After the session I had to go grocery shopping and since I also needed a rubbermaid bin for Levi's food I decided just to get groceries at Wal-Mart. But since I don't usually do groceries at Wal-Mart and since I was trying to compare all of the prices, it took a really long time.

After that I headed to Remark to get all of my fruits/veggies, and a treat. By the time I got home and made dinner it was 8:30 and I was starving (since I hadn't really eatten much since breakfast). Not to mention I was in a really bad mood.

Saturday there was a women's breakfast at the church and I had to go early to set up. Everything went really well and there was TONS of good food to eat. I was very proud of myself because I took small amounts of everything, and then if I took a bite of something and didn't love it, I didn't finish it. But I did go back up for another cinnamon bun because they were oh so good. Usually I would have eatten everything on my plate because I took it. But by only eatting what I really liked and wanted, I felt much more satisfied.

Because I had the second cinnamon bun and was pretty full still, I did not eat lunch. I did a few loads of laundry in the afternoon and then Sean and I went out to celebrate my birthday. We went to Subway (my choice) and my sub was amazing. I ate really slow and actually enjoyed it. We were going to go see a movie but I had an awful headache and really just wanted to go to bed. So instead we went to Metro, bought some popcorn, then went to my parents place to borrow a movie, and just went home and watched a movie in bed. It had been a long day and my headache would not go away so sitting in a theatre for a few hours just did not seem like a good time.

Tonight I had my family birthday at my parents place. I made my own dough and we had panzerotti. My mom bought lots of goodies to put in them and I was very excited.

I forgot to take a picture before we started eatting - so here is half of Tara's:



And mine: 



Afterwards we opened presents and played Balderdash. I was laughing pretty hard at some of our answers - always funny with you have a creative family! For gifts tonight I got - a labeller from Sean, a date night gift basket from Tara, and my parents gave me a re-gift that I gave them for Christmas (how original). Now let me just state for the record: I cleaned out my closet just before Christmas and put it in a gift bag and gave it to my dad for Christmas...used soap, candles that had been on my table for a year, a shower curtain, coconut body lotion ect. So, being funny...they gave it back to me for my birthday.

Just wait until they see that I put the bag in their shed as I was leaving haha - jokes on them. But the gift that they actually got me was a sweater that I wanted. We ordered it online and my dad is going to pick it up sometime this week (we had it shipped to the US because the shipping was much cheaper). So in the meantime my mom made some money into a sweater for me.




Then the best part happened...dessert. We had cupcakes (courtsey of Tara) from Razzle Dazzle and they were sooo yummy. Mine was blueberry and worth every bite!





So my birthday is over for another yet - but this year is going to be fun with my list of things I want to accomplish and then next year the big 2-5.


Thursday, March 1, 2012

My Birthday and my 25-before-25 list

Well, today is the day! Not only is it my 24th birthday, it’s also the start of my 25 before 25 list. Essentially I picked 25 things that I want to complete before I turn ¼ of a century old. Some of the list is complied of ideas I got from other peoples lists and some of these are unique to me. Some are simple, some are more challenging, but I have 365 days to complete them and of course write about them to share with you! I’ve been working on compiling the list for a while now (just over a month) and I’m really excited to complete it.

1. Throw a fancy dinner party
2. Get a grown up bed set
3. Try one new recipe a month
4. Spend one whole day doing nothing
5. Do something spontaneous
6. Lay in the grass and watch the stars
7. Eat a decadent dessert and be in control
8. Reconnect with an old camp friend
9. Buy $100 grocery gift card and leave it with the cashier for someone
10. Donate blood
11. Go fishing
12. Find out my credit score
13. Pick a movie series and watch them back to back
14. Go garage sailing
15. Start a retirement savings plan
16. This one is personal ;)
17. Get my belly button pierced
18. Not use my credit card for one month
19. Start, and finish editing my wedding video
20. Play in the rain
21. Go berry picking
22. Get in the car and drive with no destination planned
23. Not buy house cleaner for one year (with the exception of dish soap)
24. Pay off 100% of our debt
25. Get back to my goal weight

Today Sean made me pancakes for breakfast at my request:

That’s peanut butter and raspberry jam on them, with. They were so good! Then for lunch I had a salad, and Sean came to meet me because he has to work tonight.

After work I am going to get my hair cut, rent a movie, and then my sister is coming over for quesedillas and a home spa night (because going to a real spa is just not in the budget!).  I am quite looking forward to it!

I plan on ending the evening with a cup of tea, a mint smoothie (my favourite chocolate ever that I bought on the weekend to have on my birthday) and snuggles with my little Levi <3.